Spending Thankgiving with my dad this year, but its gonna be a lot of fun. I've got relative coming up from god-knows-where, and a truckload of little cousins :3 Getting ready for the big party now, so I gtg, but here's a meme to entertain you aaaaalll


You can learn a lot about someone by the music they listen to. So here is the game! Hit shuffle on your ipod or mp3 player and write down the first 20 songs. No cheating or skipping songs that are shameful. Now upload the songs to box.net or mediafire and share them with your f-list. (okay, last_haven talked me into it lol. Ask nicely!)

1. China Roses - Enya
2. Viva La Vida - Coldplay
3. My List - The Killers
4. Never Let You Go - Jakaranda
5. Lazy Days - Enya
6. I Do The Rock - Tim Curry
7. Seven Seas of Rhye - Queen
8. Like A Boss - The Lonely Island
9. There She Goes (cover) - Sixpence None The Richer
10. Nine in the Afternoon - Panic at the Disco
11. Kiss The Girl - The Little Mermaid Soundtrack
12. Too Much Love Will Kill You - Queen
13. We Like To Party - Vengaboys
14. Oh Bla Di Oh Bla Da - The Beatles
15. Tranquilize - The Killers ft. Lou Reed
16. I'm Not Okay - My Chemical Romance
17. Falcon * Paaawn~ (Iyaaaaahhh Mix) (Better known as Falcon Punch Kirby Remix)
18. A Message - Coldplay
19. Life in Technicolor ii - Coldplay
20. Space Oddity - David Bowie

Most people know about my views on the so-called "literary saga" Twilight (Its is NOT a saga, it is Stephanie Meyer's dream journal that week she saw Queen of the Damned! (jk. sort of)) BUT! I love the movies because there is ~*plot*~ and characters relating to each other and it is grand!

So I'm here to brag that I am going to go to the midnight premire of New Moon up here in CT tomorrow night! Expect a half-assed fangirly review come saturday (when I'll be back near some wifi T.T )

Leave me a comment saying "What up, Lonnie?" and then...

• I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can satisfy my curiosity
• Update your journal with the answers to the questions
• Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions

Here's my answers to questions from last_haven

1.) The aliens are invading! You only have time to do one thing you've always wanted to do (screw a fav celeb? Punch out the lights of that dick that never left you alone? Grab a gun and kick some alien ass?), what do you do and why?

I actually had a nightmare where this happened, and after running around like a crazy person trying to "save my books," I ran to my boyfriend's house because he had a shelter. Of course, when I tell people about this dream, they all go "Shelter, riiiiight..."

2.) What is your favorite medium for story telling? (Comics, tv series, movies, books, etc)

I'd say books and comics, cuz I get headaches from watching too much TV :(

3.) What is your greatest favorite accomplishment you've ever done? (Can be anything--beating the high score at the arcade or finishing your favorite story.)

Its a lot of little accomplishments, but its when my teachers pass back papers and mentions that only a handful of people met a part of the criteria for the assaignment, and I'm one of those people ^^; Its kind of mean and snotty, but it makes me feel smart.

4.) What is your theme song? (The one that suits you most or the one you just want it to be, your choice.)

Suffragette City by David Bowie. It has almost nothing to do with feminists are women's rights, but I feel *so badass* walking around and listening to it. Same deal for Diamond Dogs (again, Bowie) Pokerface by Lady GaGa

5.) You're walking down the street. You turn the corner and WHAM! You look up and see you've run into _____ (fav writer, that guy who always sat in back in math, the president). Who have you run into?

Speaking of Bowie, he seems to be out for lunch with Ron Perlman :D Fangirling ensues!

This is a HUGE turnaround from my last, emo-flavored post. Because I am SO STOKED right now!

My two one-shots for the Rayne Fall challenge have been nominated at "Words On The Wind, a fanfiction awards site for 'out-of-the-norm'/paranormal/supernatural fandoms."

Website: wordsonthewind.us

*Dancing with glee!!!!*

I think I found my ex-boyfriend's secret at postsecret.com
About the girl he molested and the people he hurt because of it, complaining that he'll only be remembered for the bad thing he did.

I want to cry right now.

AAAAAAAAGH I hate not having internet at my house! I could've found out HOURS ago that the class I'm supposed to be in now was cancelled. You guys luck out, however, bc now I get to post my first response to the Rayne Fall Challenge! You lucky readers you :)

Title: Chilly
Fandom: Firefly/Serenity
Pairing: River/Jayne
Prompt: #9 Chilly
Challenge: Fall Challenge at rayne_shippers
Word Count: 187
Rating: G
Summary/Notes: The whole gang goes ice skating, but something goes wrong; "There are other words, but the one that comes to mind is 'Chilly.'" Set before BDM. This was meant to be 100 words, but it got away from me ^.^;
Disclaimer: I own nothing! Nothing I say!

When the sound of the ice cracking drowns out all of the happy noises everyone was making, River's mind goes blank, except for a very unhelpful, "This wasn't supposed to happen..."

Which is what she mumbles before she slips and feels the biting cold at her ankles, then her hips and oh no oh no her chest her neck her head-

And the cold is everywhere and she can't breath or even dare open her mouth, but when she blurrily see's Simon, and sees his mouth contort as he screams for his mei mei and for help, but River can't tell him that Jayne is already running over the ice-

She reaches her hand up as a huge hand reaches down, and she is yanked out of the freezing water and into the freezing air. Mal and Simon both abondon their coats for her, and as her teeth chatter, Jayne leans in front of her and yells "You okay?"

It warms her up that he asks before Simon does, and even though there are other words, all she manages to say is "Ch-chilly."

I dunno if you guys are aware of this, but this week GLSEN is celebrating Ally Week! It raises awareness for the straight allies of the LGBTQ Community, and my college had a table set up such awareness-raising celebrating! And the PRIDE club, with I am a part of, sponsered it, so I got to sit at the table today for a few hours to pass out info, it was hella fun!

Support Allies! (Like me!)

I'm actually happpy to be at school, because it means free wifi >.< All I've been doing is writing homework and fanfic, so here's a meme and a lover100 update!

Quote a bit of my writing at me? Find that one story of mine that you really like, and find a sentence or a paragraph that presses your prose-buttons in the right way, and comment here with it, no matter how long or short.

Then copypasta this into your journal, and we'll all have a big love-in!

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TITLE: Apprentice or Tool
FANDOM: Teen Titans
PAIRING: Slade/Terra
PROMPT: Prompt #055. Greed
RATING: G
WORD COUNT: 434
SUMMARY: What does Slade really want? An apprentice, or a tool?
NOTES: No real setting. This is another personal 100 word challenge. Crossposted at my journal and at <lj user="lover100">
DISCLAIMER: I don’t own anything related to anything I mention here!

 

Terra is naïve, but not so much that she doesn’t realize what Slade’s really after. 

He says he wants to help her, but she knows he wants her power, untamed and raw. 

The only thing he admires in her is the way her energy shows in the way her eyes squint and turn gold, the way her fists clench; they are futile attempts to control her energy, and Slade is not fooled.

Once she has her control back, he exerts his, and she is no longer her own person. Terra becomes what she was trying to escape being; a tool.

TITLE: On Forgetting Nightmares
AUTHOR: modernlove_89
FANDOM: Teen Titans
PAIRING: Slade/Terra
GENRE: Het
TABLE: A
PROMPT: Prompt #48. Nightmare
RATING: PG-13-ish. Maybe a little in between PG-13 and M
WORD COUNT: 434
SUMMARY: Terra has a nightmare, and Slade relieves her of her fears
NOTES: Set in that mystery time between Betrayal and Aftershocks 1 and 2, a little bit racier than the last chappie. Crossposted at my journal and lover100
DISCLAIMER: I don’t own anything related to anything I mention here!

( Their love is <i>so</i> unhealthy! )

Numbered post!

1. I posted my Rayne fic "Glow" on fanfiction.net least night, and its already on two fav lists, and I've got two reviews. It hasn't even been 12 hours yet!! *SQUEEEEEE* I'm such an attention whore

2. Except for one lousy quiz grade, I seem to be pulling all A's in all four of my classes this semester! If I keep this up, I get financial aid again in the spring! JOY.

3. I'm getting oodles of money back from the state for my financial aid from this semester!

4. Guysguysguys I'm writing a little bit of Slerra fanfic everyday, with four WIPs as we speak! They're all for the lover100 challange I took, but STILL. FOUR. And I have another prompt that just needs some final tweaking before I post it here there and everywhere, so I'm on a roll right now!

5. !!!!!!!!!!!!

TITLE: Lovers
AUTHOR: modernlove_89
FANDOM: Teen Titans
PAIRING: Slade/Terra
GENRE: Het
TABLE: A
PROMPT: Prompt #11: Lovers
RATING: PG-13
WORD COUNT: 100
SUMMARY: How do you describe this relationship?
NOTES: 100 Word challenge for myself. Set all over the damn place, but before Titan Rising (when Terra went back as a spy, etc etc) Cross-posted at my journal and at lover100
DISCLAIMER: Not mine D: WOE!


She doesn’t think, “Lovers,” at first.

Their first kiss, she thinks “Accident,” because she initiated it during a moment of weakness after she ran away from the Titans.

As they progress, she doesn’t know what to think. She knows about boyfriends, but it doesn’t seem to fit when the man she’s kissing, touching and holding onto to is so evil and so much…older than her.

She finally thinks “Lovers,” when he brings her to slow, yet sudden climax in his bed the night before she goes back to them as his spy, and it's good enough to make her cry.

'Sup.

So, I cut back my hours at work so that I would have more time to focus on my school work, but this has also given me oodles and oodles of other time I can use to write fanfic, so I will be posting more entries for lover100 very soon. I also signed up for a few River/Jayne prompts for a fall challenge for a Rayne community, so if anyone on my f-list is into those kinds of things, feedack would be amazing :)

TITLE: I'll follow you until you love me
AUTHOR: modernlove_89
FANDOM: Teen Titans
PAIRING: Slade/Terra
GENRE: Het
TABLE: A
PROMPT: Prompt #49: Lost
RATING: PG-13
WORD COUNT:
SUMMARY: Her punishment for even considering the changeling was to find her way home alone.
NOTES: Set after "Betrayal"; Inspired by Paparazzi by Lady GaGa, mostly the VMA performance, and the emotion I heard (dunno about everyone else though)
DISCLAIMER: Not mine, again

PS. Guys, I wrote this from about 1 to 230 in the morning, so any helpful edits before I post this to lover100 will be appreciated SO MUCH


( I won't stop until that boy is mine )

Patrick Swayze died today :(

EDIT: So, I posted on my FB status "Patrick Swayze !! No Words." My cousin, five years younger than me, commented "ew! lol" I asked her why she commented this way, and she said "I looked him up lol. omg did u c d VMA's? eminem was so unemotional"

0_0 what?

Ugh. You know that time of night when you don't really want to sleep anymore? I'm there right now.

New prompt I'm taking up at lover100! Table here:


Table-A

001.	Beginnings.	002.	Middles.	003.	Ends.	004.	Firsts.	005.	Friends.
006.	Hours.	007.	Days.	008.	Weeks.	009.	Months.	010.	Years.
011.	Lovers.	012.	Strangers.	013.	Love.	014.	Too Much.	015.	Not Enough.
016.	Simple.	017.	Complicated.	018.	Accident.	019.	Addicted.	020.	Smell.
021.	Sound.	022.	Touch.	023.	Taste.	024.	Sunrise.	025.	Sunset.
026.	Breakfast.	027.	Lunch.	028.	Dinner.	029.	Vacation.	030.	Date.
031.	Time.	032.	Birthday.	033.	Thanksgiving.	034.	Christmas.	035.	Valentine.
036.	Secrets.	037.	Hurt.	038.	Threesome.	039.	Kink.	040.	Lies.
041.	Passion.	042.	Hidden.	043.	Confession.	044.	Discovery.	045.	Truth.
046.	Betrayal.	047.	Dream.	048.	Nightmare.	049.	Lost.	050.	Emotion.
051.	Epiphany.	052.	Sex.	053.	Denial.	054.	Jealousy.	055.	Greed.
056.	Lust.	057.	Hands.	058.	Lips.	059.	Kiss.	060.	Crush.
061.	Winter.	062.	Spring.	063.	Summer.	064.	Fall.	065.	Anniversaries.
066.	Romantic.	067.	Union.	068.	Afraid.	069.	Safe.	070.	Protection.
071.	Broken.	072.	Fixed.	073.	Heat.	074.	Night.	075.	Shade.
076.	Who?	077.	What?	078.	Where?	079.	When?	080.	Why?
081.	How?	082.	If.	083.	And.	084.	He.	085.	Them.
086.	Choices.	087.	Life.	088.	Fight.	089.	Work.	090.	Home.
091.	Peace.	092.	Bedroom.	093.	Gentle.	094.	Independence.	095.	New Year.
096.	Writer‘s Choice.	097.	Writer‘s Choice.	098.	Writer‘s Choice.	099.	Writer‘s Choice.	100.	Writer‘s Choice.

So, today.

The past few years haven't affected me so much, mostly because my teenage cynicism through high school made me think that...god I don't even know anymore. Basically I would get bitchy and talk up how Bush used it as an excuse and blah blah blah. But then I would avoid TVs and read during classes and only bring up that I never understood what was happening in the first place and why war happened after that.

I watched a special on the history channel that made me feel all insecure and young and 11 again, and all ascared. And I hate it. Usually I get like this and I want to write ( kind of like when I think on Mike or I dream in roses and bedsheets or when I get heated at work ) but the only thing I can think of are teachers crying and sitting in a classroom with the lights of and a TV on, showing a scene so dusty, I thought it was a desert.

So, today was my birthday ♥

I didn't take the day off of work because the daycare I work at closed for Labor Day yesterday. So I went in at 8, and got many birthday greetings from parents (which was fun!) and a dish of Grecian Pasta Salad (which was...interesting) and a hug from every toddler (SQUEEEEEEE)

Around 11, my boss came downstairs to inform us that she had to send two staff members home due to overstaffing, and did anyone want to go home? I naturally raised my hand so fast I almost clocked the girl standing next to me...it was AWESOME.

So I went home early enough to get a homemade dinner, and to spend quality time with Asian Horror Films and my bf.

BEST 19th BIRTHDAY EVER!!!*




*which was also my birthday